Listening to Skillet’s “Those Nights”.  I realize what has been nagging at my conscience for 3 years now…is indeed fact. “Didn’t wanna go home to another fight..” My kids can all sing that line and own it.  We fought way to much.  It was not constant, just some memorable ones. ALL related to STBX’s drinking/cheating.  My fault ——had other choices, other options. Shoulda, coulda, woulda—- didn’t.  I hate, hate , hate that what I thought I was, I wasn’t.  The farther away I get from it, the clearer I see it.  ……….

One thought on “Realization

  1. Not your fault. Life is complicated.
    Leaving was your best decision.
    Now it is all eyes forward and enjoying today.

    I like Skillet. I’ve seen them a few times. They are good live. I miss live music.


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