Special

It makes her feel special. She told me tonight when I asked.  I think that is good.  I don’t feel special.  I don’t feel m u ch at all anymore.  I wonder if I will feel special ever again , ” full of magic” is how Stephen King puts it in Rose Madder.  Ever since the affair I have wondered about being special.  Until the day I found out, I thought I was special.  Now I wonder if you think about me like I have thought about you.  Should I even think about you?  It is nice to think about you. I believe you could make me feel special again.  There are a lot of ‘you’ in the world it would seem.  Special….

One thought on “Special

  1. Please, please, please find Chump Lady blog! Then go to Al anon ASAP. You and your children need some peace.

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